sleep pretty darling do not cry and i will sing a lullabye

i think i might have a mild case of insomnia...is that even possible? all i know is, i never get to bed until 11 p.m. or later. it's not like i am doing anything important. when i finally do lay down, i listen to my iPod and stare at the ceiling. i don't even take naps when i get home from the gym either. i don't know what's wrong with me. it's like i want to make myself stay up as long as possible to achieve nothing. at least i'm not like christian bale in the machinist. while i consider the whole weight loss thing of christian's insomnia a plus, the deep-rooted raging guilt which caused his lack of sleep is something i don't want on my shoulders.